The Death Types

   There are two type of death; the death of the body and the death of the soul. The death of the body is noticeable and more painful to the people around you, people will grieve for you and will -if you were dear to their heart- actually miss you. The other type is more invisible, only a few people can really notice it, yet it's more painful. No body will grieve for your lost soul, some might miss it, but overall the only person who will be in a real anguish, is really you. You will be grieving for it, but you won't have anyone to console you and make things easier for you. No matter how different the two types of death are, still they have one thing is common, both can't be brought back to life!

For the GRE's Sake

Hi everyone ....I have been away for more than a years 

You know when you don't have audience who watches what you write and say, it's not easy to keep on writing for yourself.
But anyway I'm trying to the take the GRE Test, so I read somewhere that I should start my own blog, and write there to feel more comfortable at writing.

Here I am. back again :)

Back again to this blog

I was away, not like anyone would notice that.You think time passes, and you will be a better person, your life will be better, even a tiny changes would happen which makes you smile, but no, how could this happen to someone like you, it's impossible and absurd to even wanting that cause you can't have anything and you must accept it sooner better than later.

I know I seem a little desperate, but really this is merely the truth.

Diet, no more!

OK, I have to say this
I have quit diet
It's not a big surprise, the big surprise I was on a diet at the first place!
Seriously, I don't know what to say.....I've gained all the weight I lost in 2 days, this is disgusting and at the same time typical.
It's typical of me to get nothing!

I'm on a diet, are you kidding me!

It's been a while since I came here and started writing again, well what can I say, I wasn't feeling good; and saying that doesn't mean I'm ok now, but it's just to keep you informed with my latest news, whoever you might be.


Any way, miraculously I started a diet, I don't know how I could do that during this bad time but I did, I'm off meat, rise, pizza, spaghetti, chocolate, cakes(oh my God, cakes), white bread, chips, oil,etc
In short every food that makes me feel happy.


I eat fruit, salad and rye bread, pieces of canned chicken, some boiled potato and sometimes milk with cacao with tiny amount of sugar, and a tiny pieces of cheese.


I have been on diet for 9 days, but I play sport as well and when I weight myself on the scale after 8 days of dieting, I found out that all I've lost is 2 pounds and a half; which was very disappointing but I didn't  stop till now, I'm trying to do this as long as I'm still in the mood to do that.


I hope you who read this, would join me, yeah, come on, you can do that as well, take me as an example, though my situation is not good and I'm really afraid these days of what will happen, but nonetheless, I'm trying to do something good to my life and I hope you can do it too.


I guess this is all I can say for now, wish me well :)

Uneasy time

Is is hard to reach what you want, when it depends on others?
I mean it's one thing if it was only you but a whole different thing if there are others involve in the way things are forming.


The coming days are crucial time, very important, if anything went wrong that might change my whole life or my paths. I say might because one again I don't know what tomorrow's hiding, but I know one thing


I know that I will try to do my best and leave the rest to the universe.


I will try to be as cool and patient as possible, hope everything will be o.k, but I can tell you it's uneasy time.

Strange and Fast

We used to be friend, we used to talk, a lot
We used to be friend, we used to laugh, a lot
We used to be friend, we used to argue, a lot
And Now?
Now my friend, we don't see each other a lot!


It seems like somewhere, I don't recognize where, we stopped being friends anymore.
You stopped caring, you have changed. 
I stopped believing you are my friend
For you've changed, real fast.
Yesterday we were friends, now we are stranger!


The truth is, I stopped caring, too, but I know,
I will always be asking what happened to make you change so fast and 
what have I done to make you be so strange!


P.s: Friendship isn't on my priorities anymore.