O.k. For people who doesn't know me, I'm the type of person who loves someone dearly and tries to be a good friend who stands by his or her side, but once that person hurts me, it's over. My feelings, our friendship, everything is over between us. I stop all the connections and the affections, I don't miss them any more and think about them less than rarely.
Been said all of these, there was someone I used to care about, let's say I had crush on him, but it was just from one side, I accepted that he loves another and yeah we were just friends I even was encouraging him to marry that other girl soon.
It's been 3 years now from the last time we talked, we don't talk to each other again and it's not because he doesn't love me, coz I didn't tell him about my feeling any way and I considered him a friend in the end, but it's something else.
Any way he is married now, I don't know anything about him and frankly I don't care, you might think, then why I'm talking about him! well, yeah coz out of the ordinary, yesterday I had a dream about him and there was a girl who turned out to be a wizard, she was suppose to help me to let him found out that his wife is not good enough for him, but she didn't help me, I was angry at her, and I was so sad.with different circumstances happened in that creepy dream which I don't remember, all I remember is that I was in a party and everyone was having a good time and dancing but I was sitting alone in the corner, and suddenly he appeared, approached me and take my hand, as if he chose me!
I think I was happy there, coz he finally returned to me, but let's face it, it so weird to dream about him especially coz I don't have any left feelings toward him.
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