Back again to this blog

I was away, not like anyone would notice that.You think time passes, and you will be a better person, your life will be better, even a tiny changes would happen which makes you smile, but no, how could this happen to someone like you, it's impossible and absurd to even wanting that cause you can't have anything and you must accept it sooner better than later.

I know I seem a little desperate, but really this is merely the truth.

Diet, no more!

OK, I have to say this
I have quit diet
It's not a big surprise, the big surprise I was on a diet at the first place!
Seriously, I don't know what to say.....I've gained all the weight I lost in 2 days, this is disgusting and at the same time typical.
It's typical of me to get nothing!

I'm on a diet, are you kidding me!

It's been a while since I came here and started writing again, well what can I say, I wasn't feeling good; and saying that doesn't mean I'm ok now, but it's just to keep you informed with my latest news, whoever you might be.


Any way, miraculously I started a diet, I don't know how I could do that during this bad time but I did, I'm off meat, rise, pizza, spaghetti, chocolate, cakes(oh my God, cakes), white bread, chips, oil,etc
In short every food that makes me feel happy.


I eat fruit, salad and rye bread, pieces of canned chicken, some boiled potato and sometimes milk with cacao with tiny amount of sugar, and a tiny pieces of cheese.


I have been on diet for 9 days, but I play sport as well and when I weight myself on the scale after 8 days of dieting, I found out that all I've lost is 2 pounds and a half; which was very disappointing but I didn't  stop till now, I'm trying to do this as long as I'm still in the mood to do that.


I hope you who read this, would join me, yeah, come on, you can do that as well, take me as an example, though my situation is not good and I'm really afraid these days of what will happen, but nonetheless, I'm trying to do something good to my life and I hope you can do it too.


I guess this is all I can say for now, wish me well :)

Uneasy time

Is is hard to reach what you want, when it depends on others?
I mean it's one thing if it was only you but a whole different thing if there are others involve in the way things are forming.


The coming days are crucial time, very important, if anything went wrong that might change my whole life or my paths. I say might because one again I don't know what tomorrow's hiding, but I know one thing


I know that I will try to do my best and leave the rest to the universe.


I will try to be as cool and patient as possible, hope everything will be o.k, but I can tell you it's uneasy time.

Strange and Fast

We used to be friend, we used to talk, a lot
We used to be friend, we used to laugh, a lot
We used to be friend, we used to argue, a lot
And Now?
Now my friend, we don't see each other a lot!


It seems like somewhere, I don't recognize where, we stopped being friends anymore.
You stopped caring, you have changed. 
I stopped believing you are my friend
For you've changed, real fast.
Yesterday we were friends, now we are stranger!


The truth is, I stopped caring, too, but I know,
I will always be asking what happened to make you change so fast and 
what have I done to make you be so strange!


P.s: Friendship isn't on my priorities anymore.

Others Mistakes.

It's so shocking that most people don't learn from others mistakes and misfortune, I mean if you see a pattern happens, why do you think, your case will be different and nothing bad will happen to you,
for example, sometimes we see two people in love, completely trusting each other which is good, trust is good and nice but when trust becomes blind, then the results will be tremendously bad and heartbreaking.


And far from love an relationships, what about texting while driving? How many people lost their lives or worse took others innocent lives just because they were very  reckless and thoughtless and didn't learn from others mistakes. I see some people are afraid of getting catch by the police, and I'm really astonished, are they really afraid of cops more than death. This is silly and ridiculous. 


So, I guess all I have to say, you should see what happens to other people and take a good care of your behaviors, coz what befell them, could any time befall you, too.

We are not in control

We can't decide, we can't decide nor choose our destiny, our luck or our life. No matter how much we tried to control them, still they can't be controlled, they can't resign, they can't give up nor can we, however ,no matter how much we thought life is finally smiling to us, it's just lies, someday soon it will surprise us with some thing that will let us know, we are not in control, we can't choose nor decide.
We can object if we like, but it will do us no good.


written while listening to this fantastic music by:
Chaz Knapp - Delicate Goodbye